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Showing posts with label resurrection of Christ. Show all posts
Showing posts with label resurrection of Christ. Show all posts

27 March 2014

Sermon on earthly things, wombs and the resurrection of the dead 16MAR14

THIS is one of the best sermons explaining the Christian faith and our reason for believing what we do. The faith of things seen and unseen and the teachings of Jesus Christ. Listen to the podcast by clicking the link. From Rev Nadia Bolz-Weber, the Sarcastic Lutheran......


2014-03-16 NBW Sermon<—-click here to listen along.
When I first re-entered the Christian faith as an adult, I took a catechumenate class (like an adult confirmation program) at the Lutheran church Matthew and I attended.  This is where I learned about and fell in love with Lutheran theology. It just made sense to me. Mostly. Pastor Ross grew quickly accustomed to my raised hand in the back row as I waited to ask clarifying, and at times, belligerent questions.  The week he taught us about the Apostles’ creed, I remember finding the line I believe in the resurrection of the dead to be particularly difficult to believe. Given various states of decomposition not to mention cremation,  it hardly made sense that at some point human bodies would all rise from the earth. I couldn’t shake the image of it all looking like an end times Thriller video. Half decayed arms reaching through soil and zombie women in torn vintage dresses.
My mind couldn’t make and logical sense out of it so I was sure that this was something we didn’t really have to believe, given how a-rational it is.  So raising my hand from the back row, I said “Um, do we have to believe that actual bodies are going to rise from the dead, because that’s just crazy” Expecting him to say of course not, it’s really just a metaphor and was shocked when instead, Pastor Ross just looked at me and unapologetically said “yes, Nadia. Actual bodies”
I mention this because I kind of relate to Nicodemis from our Gospel reading.  It says that he was Pharisee – a studied man and a religious scholar -  who came to Jesus by night raising his hand from the darkness of the back row to ask him some clarifying, if belligerent questions.  See, Nicodemis was just trying to wrap his brain around this Jesus thing.  He was looking for some basic facts. And trying to apply his reasoning to what he was experiencing about Jesus, he too was finding it all a little crazy. Even to the point of saying one of the most dumb-ass things ever recorded in scripture.  Jesus said you have to be born anew, or born from above and literal minded, logical Nicodemis says to Jesus, what? like, go back into your mom’s womb.  It’s a graphic image we could all do without, and I can only imagine how this made everyone totally cringe when he said it.
But I feel for him.
Because in typical Jesus fashion he doesn’t really answer the question but says even more crazy sounding stuff like the wind blows where it chooses and that’s what being born of spirit is like and then some stuff about Moses lifting up snakes in the wilderness.
And exactly none of it is very helpful in providing some facts which our minds can make sense of.
Basically because the Gospel just isn’t like that.  There’s no reason for the church to lean toward anti-intellectualism but the thing is, The Gospel is not domesticatable enough for the mind to grasp.  It’s wilder than that. Like wind. It’s more beautiful and a-rational than reason alone can contain.  That’s why we need stuff and not just ideas. I’ve heard it said that Christianity isn’t spiritual (or, I would add, intellectual) it’s material.  You can’t even get started without a river, some bread and a jug of wine.
I understand Nicodemis’s desire for this all to make sense. I do. But instead of a religion revealed through philosophical constructs – easily reasoned out and understood, instead we get a God inconveniently revealed in people, and food and wine and water and bodies and pies and oil and beer. When God chose to come and take on human flesh and walk the earth and break bread with friends it was as though God was baptizing the material.  As though to say “stop looking for me in the heavens when you aren’t even close to understanding the majesty of a loaf of bread” or as Jesus puts it, if you can’t understand earthly things you’ll never understand heavenly things.
And understanding the heavenly within the earthly, the transcendent within the mundane, is not an intellectual logical, reason-based experience. You can’t make the gospel make sense by using your head.  You have to use your hands.  And eyes, and mouth, and ears and nose. Because the kingdom of heaven, as Jesus says, is At HAND, reach out and touch it, see it, eat it, feel it. In other words, take in the glory of God in the common, unexpected and totally crazy ways in which our Lord Jesus Christ still seems to be redeeming us.
The next time we see Nicodemis, later in John’s Gospel, he is trying to defend Jesus against his fellow Pharisees. Many want to kill Jesus, who’s still ranting nonstop about blood and bread and light and salvation, but Nicodemus, who clearly still doesn’t get it, says rather weakly that maybe they should give Jesus a hearing and learn the facts.
There won’t be any facts, of course, until the unavoidable fact of the cross. [1]Which is where, against all logic, we meet Nicodemus for the last time.
And we know he finally got it because when we meet him again in chapter 19 he is doing something crazy.  He is carrying 100# of oils and spices. He takes the broken and yet to be resurrected body of his Lord Jesus and he wraps it lovingly in myrrh and aloe and strips of cloth. It seems a pound or two of such things would have done the trick.  But instead, Nicodemis casts his crown of logic and philosophy at the foot of the cross of Jesus and instead picks up an embarrassingly extravagant amount of stuff…material, earthly, touchable, carry-able stuff and does what he can in the light of such love.  He got it.  Or maybe more accurately, it got him. We know this because carrying 100# of oils and spices around is just plain Gospel-crazy.
I’m not sure the Gospel makes sense though facts and philosophy, but I have seen it recently in the stack of pies Ruthie is carrying every time I see her. And in the burritos and cocktails Meg and MK carried into the ER when Kathleen busted her ankle. And in the Honey and lemons Pastor Brian carried over to my house last time I was sick.
Love combined with people and actual earthly stuff is the only way we really glimpse heaven sometimes.
So if you are here thinking this is crazy. Bread that is the body and wine that is the blood of Christ?  Forgiveness of sins? Water that combined with God’s word somehow brings us new life and wholeness? Loving enemies? Turning cheeks? You are right. It’s all pretty nuts. AND totally the most true thing I’ve ever heard or experienced. And best of all, it’s for you.  All of it. The oil and ashes and the bread and wine and pies and burritos and – all revealing the glory of God  – all revealing heavenly things among earthly things.
Now, that whole resurrection of the dead thing I struggled with 18 years ago in my confirmation class, still seems pretty nuts. But last Sunday, when Ellen and Bobbie Jo and myself lovingly touched the paraplegic, broken, and yet to be resurrected body of Amy Mack, when I gently traced the sign of the cross on her forehead –I couldn’t help but believe in the resurrection of her body. I couldn’t help but know that all flesh will be redeemed.  That the suffering in our bodies – due to injury or illness, paraplegia or physical abuse, aging or self-harm – that the promise of the resurrection of the dead is that somehow God is able to knit it all back together like God knit it together in our mother’s wombs to begin with.  Perhaps we do re-enter out mother’s wombs in so far as we return to where God put together limb to limb to begin with. Because, as we heard in our first reading, this is the God who gives life to the dead and calls into existence the things that do not exist.
Somehow, for me, as I traced the sign of the cross on the cool forehead of our Amy, my fingers easily gliding over the oil to form the cross, I was taken back to 4 days earlier when I made the same sign on baby Willa’s head, on skin just hours old, with ashes. Remembering that we are God’s and to God we return And that 27 year old back row skeptic whose mind could not grasp the resurrection of the dead now could do nothing but hear Pastor Ross say, yes Nadia, actual bodies.
I believe. Help my unbelief.
This is the faith of Nicodemus, maybe like the faith of you and me, and it is in a God who saves us despite what we think we know. Who works despite our disbelief, beyond our best logical arguments, to bring the dead to life, call into existence that which does not yet exist, and to make all things, everywhere, new.[2]
Which is why for a couple millennia, Christians have gathered to say that crazy thing: we believe in the communion of saints, the forgiveness of sins, the resurrection of the body, and the life everlasting. Amen.



[1] These 3 sentences stolen from my friend Sara Miles (with permission)
[2] These 2 sentences stolen shamelessly from my friend Sara Miles (with permission).

http://www.patheos.com/blogs/nadiabolzweber/2014/03/sermon-on-earthly-things-wombs-and-the-resurrection-of-the-dead/

29 November 2012

Sermon on walls and hope and the Abraham Mosque 18NOV12

HERE is a great sermon from Rev Nadia Bolz-Weber. One thing I have always had contempt for is the attitude of Christian zionist and their support of the nation of Israel no matter what they do because they do not support Israel as God's chosen people, no, instead they support Israel and push for international recognition of Jerusalem as it's capital because they want the Jewish Temple rebuilt to hasten the return of Jesus Christ. The Triune God I believe in (was raised to believe in) doesn't need our help in this matter,  he alone knows when Christ will return. Tolerating Israeli repression of and restriction on Christianity in Israel does not serve the Christian church well. Turning a blind eye to the transgressions of the children of Abraham against one another, Christians, Jews, and Muslims, does not honor or please God. In this sermon we are reminded of the love, sacrifice, salvation from and by God, Jesus, and that our dependence on earthly structures and our actions to justify our faith is misguided. Enjoy...

Entrance to the Abraham Mosque in Hebron

11-18-2012 NBW HFASS Sermon<——Click here to listen along
I recently read that there is literally a psychological disorder called “Jerusalem syndrome” in which people returning from visiting the Holy Land exhibit irrational and obsessive religious fervor.
And as many of you know, I’ve just returned from 2 weeks in the Land called Holy and so I just wanted to assure you – I do not have Jerusalem Syndrome.  If anything I have whatever the opposite of that would be.
While I loved so much of what I experienced, tonight I want to tell you about what I did not love. I did not love visiting the Abraham Mosque otherwise known as the tomb of the Patriarchs otherwise known as that piece of ground in Hebron referred to in Genesis as the land Abraham bought and where he, Sarah, Leah, Rebecca and Jacob are all buried.
To visit this particular holy site, if you can get through the Israeli checkpoints and metal detectors and soldiers with AK-47s you will enter a building with 6-foot-thick walls made from stones that are at least 3 feet tall and sometimes reach a length of 24 feet.
Those huge walls around the tomb of Abraham, Sarah and the other ancestors of the Jewish, Christian and Muslim faiths were put in place a few decades before the birth of Christ by the Jewish ruler Herod the Great (although let’s be honest…most likely they were built by slaves under Herod’s rule) Then when the Byzantine empire ruled the area they built a Christian Basilica on the site.  Then that was destroyed by the Persian empire and they built a Mosque on the site. Then when the Christian Crusaders conquered the land, they built a Crusader church on the site and then forbid the Muslims to enter. Then years later the Muslims conquered again they made the Crusader church back into a Mosque and then forbid the Jews from entering.  And now, today, the largely Jewish state of Israel has this so-called holy site surrounded by soldiers holding AK 47s.
So I found it hard not to be cynical about that place. About how it is such a symbol of the worst of humanity and religion. And it all made me wonder in what do we place our hope?
Do we try and claim God as our own and nervously fix in time and space the symbols of God’s faithfulness.  And when we do that, does it just seems like more of an act of our own faithlessness than anything else?  As though If we encounter God in one place we have to ensure that that place is protected because, well, what if God doesn’t show up again? Do we perhaps end up placing more hope and trust in a place or an institution than in God?
To be honest, at times I’ve felt that with this very congregation.  House for All is so beautiful and I sense God at work in and among us and so I find myself wanting to protect it, build walls of large stones around it, defend it from outsiders. But God just doesn’t seem to give a flip about our little efforts to domesticate God to our own agendas.
Here’s why I mention this: those outrageously large stones I described at the beginning?  The one’s Herod built?  Same stones as the ones Herod used to make up the temple Jesus and his disciples were talking about in our Gospel text for today.  There is still one section of that temple wall from Jesus’ day that stands today.  You might have heard it referred to as the wailing wall.  And indeed there is much to wail about.  The last few days have seen such violence in the land called Holy. There is war there…or maybe just rumors of war.  But given all of this let’s listen again to today’s reading
As he came out of the temple, one of his disciples said to him, “Look, Teacher, what large stones and what large buildings!” 2Then Jesus asked him, “Do you see these great buildings? Not one stone will be left here upon another; all will be thrown down.”
5Then Jesus began to say to them, “Beware that no one leads you astray. 6Many will come in my name and say, ‘I am he!’ and they will lead many astray. 7When you hear of wars and rumors of wars, do not be alarmed; this must take place, but the end is still to come. 8For nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom; there will be earthquakes in various places; there will be famines.
Jesus could have been talking about November 2012.
Jesus looks at his disciples and knowing how impressed they are with the permanence and hope of the temple he takes a stick pin to the bubble they are living in and he pops it. He’s just kind of like that sometimes,  isn’t he?
So this week I started to wonder what my own bubble might be…what large stones am I so reliant upon still standing in my own life? What do I treat as eternal that is not? What must stand in order for me to still place my hope in God… maybe the health and safety of my family or the longevity of my denomination, or the economy, or the fact that I can walk down the road without fear of missile attacks.
As his disciples gaze upon the temporary thing in which they place their hope, Jesus doesn’t say that having a temple is wrong, he totally hung out there, He just said that the temple still standing is not the ultimate sign that God is faithful.  There’s nothing wrong with wanting my family to be healthy or for this congregation to thrive or my denomination to still be around or to be safe on my own streets.  But these things are not eternal. These things cannot love me me the way God can love me.
Jesus was right of course…the temple his disciples were so impressed with actually was destroyed in 70 ad but it wasn’t God who destroyed it.  It was Rome.  And Jesus was right there will be wars and rumors of wars.  There will be destruction, false prophets, and  famine, there will be the Left Behind series of books, and The decline and fall of the Hostess cupcake.  All of this will happen Jesus says and very little of this will have any thing to do with God.
Because God doesn’t cause it.  God just bears it.  God bears all of our sin and our suffering.  That’s what the cross was about: A God who became flesh and took all of our violence and hatred and all of our wall building sins  into his very own body.  The flesh of God made flesh bore all of it on the cross so that it’s finished.  There is nothing to be had through the walls and violence and we are so addicted to because God upturned our systems of violence and power-over as a blameless victim taking it all into God’s crucified body.  So that God no longer meets us in the big shiny temple of a ruling political or religious power but in that very body of Christ. In all ways of speaking of the body of Christ…in Jesus’ own flesh, in the Eucharist and in the church.  This is a servant God who disarms the violence of humanity and offers God’s own blessings and grace in exchange.  The death and resurrection of Jesus is nothing less than the everlasting and irrevocable yes of God.  Jesus in this text is saying to his disciples that the temple in which they place their hope will be torn down … but that doesn’t mean hope itself will be torn down because Jesus is the new temple and we tried to do it him too but he rose again, and with him, our hope. It is God and not symbols of God that lives. And it is God and not institutions related to God that lives and it is God and not places where we experience God that lives.
So, as the writer of Hebrews said, Let us hold fast to the confession of our hope without wavering, for he who has promised is faithful.  And he who has promised is faithful in a way that walls and empire and efforts to domesticate God and placing our trust in ourselves can never be. So that finally there is only one thing worthy of our trust and that will never be torn down and it is simply not a wall or empire we might build to protect us and it is certainly not a tradition or place associated with Abraham.  But brothers and sisters it is the God of Abraham.
http://www.patheos.com/blogs/nadiabolzweber/2012/11/sermon-on-walls-and-hope-and-the-abraham-mosque/

26 October 2012

A sermon on hacking off our own limbs for Jesus.30SEP12

I have not been keeping up with Rev Bolz-Weber's sermons as well as I need too, and this sermon on needs and stumbling blocks, wants, desires and my relationship with God is timely.....


Mark 9:42-48
“If any of you put a stumbling block before one of these little ones who believe in me, it would be better for you if a great millstone were hung around your neck and you were thrown into the sea. 43If your hand causes you to stumble, cut it off; it is better for you to enter life maimed than to have two hands and to go to hell, to the unquenchable fire. 45And if your foot causes you to stumble, cut it off; it is better for you to enter life lame than to have two feet and to be thrown into hell. 47And if your eye causes you to stumble, tear it out; it is better for you to enter the kingdom of God with one eye than to have two eyes and to be thrown into hell, 48where their worm never dies, and the fire is never quenched.
9-30-2012 NBW Sermon <—- click here to listen along! (it’s to be heard more than read)
Were I one for object lessons I’d have brought a nice sharp axe with me into the pulpit today.  Because it’s only once in awhile that we get to hear Jesus talk about brutal self-mutilation as a sign of discipleship.
Growing up I was terrified of those verses in Mark’s Gospel that we just heard – the ones where Jesus suggests that if your hand causes you to sin cut it off and if your foot causes you to sin hack that off too and if your eye causes you to sin gauge the sucker out. I remember the Summer I was 11 years old when I stole candy from KMArt and then hid it in the heat duct in my room.  And I remember hearing this passage soon after that and thinking how my hand had indeed caused me to sin and then and there I decided to never steal again lest Jesus insist I hack off my own limbs.
The problem, of course, is that my hand has never caused a darn thing.  My eye doesn’t cause me to sin.  My foot can’t be held accountable for my missteps.  If you want to find the culprit behind my sin don’t look at my hand. Look at my heart. My poor feet just do what they’re told.
Not to mention the fact that if I don’t have the force of will it takes to not steal Butterfingers from KMArt then I hardly think I’d have the force of will it takes to amputate myself.     I mean, that just takes more focus and dedication than I have ever had.  Yet, it would seem, based on this text from Mark’s gospel, that this is what discipleship looks like. Being willing to mutilate your self to avoid sin.  If your hand causes you to stumble cut it off, it is better to enter life maimed than to have 2 hands and go to hell.  This is a text of terror for children.  It’s like the Gospel according to a grotesque Tim Burton movie.
Except the weird thing is that the reading we just heard talks of stumbling, not of sin.  So I started getting curious about the word stumble….and was then told this week by a much smarter colleague that “stumble” in greek is Scandalizo.  From the word group Scandalon…from which we get scandal.
So how does it change if we think of this text as saying we need to have cut from us the things that trip us up…the things that cause scandals and dramas. This week as I tried unsuccessfully to dodge all the bad political ads, I started thinking about what the word scandal means in the political world.  Scandals are when everything stops so that something small or smallish can be made into something huge so that no one will pay attention any more to the real story.  Scandals are always a distraction from the main thing.  And no one seems to love a scandal… a stumbling block like Americans do.
So I wonder if Jesus, rather than suggesting we literally hack off our own limbs is making a really strong point about how critical it is to remember what the real story is.  Maybe his warning against stumbling, against Scandalon is a warning against focusing too much on anything that is not the main thing.
 In a way, that’s a pretty simple definition of sin.  Placing something or someone or some accomplishment at the center and making it, and not God the source of our identity.  It’s loving something as God which is not God. Giving our heart to that which cannot love us like God can.
When these things feel like the main thing they need to be cut away.  Sometimes we might have the insight and will to cut from ourselves the things, the scandals, that distract us from the main thing.  Perhaps.  You may, in this very moment know the thing that needs to be cut out of your life and you may even have the fortitude to do it in which case that’s awesome.  Grab an axe.  But sometimes, and here’s the kicker, sometimes these things get ripped FROM us by God.
And if you think this is not already happening to you you may be wrong.  Because, seriously, I can’t tell you how often you guys say things to me like “I still can’t believe I actually am coming to church”
Translation: my resentment toward religion and how it’s hurt me is no longer the main thing. That scandal has been cut from me enough that I am now part of a spiritual community again and this doesn’t feel like what I had in mind but I’m happy it happened”
Or you say I can’t believe I’m going to seminary I can’t believe I am giving away 10% of my income I can’t believe I see my work in corporate America as a Christian vocation now. I can’t believe that I no longer hate some of the people I use to love to hate.  I can’t believe it.  When you say I can’t believe such and such has changed in my life…pay attention to that.
Because your bafflement at this stuff … you know what that’s called?  It’s called being a disciple of Jesus Christ. It’s called living as a person of faith.  I thought all this stuff about following Jesus was a matter of mustering up enough self-discipline and focus and dedication to amputate my own limb…and if we try to read the discipleship texts from Mark as a personal salvation manual then that’s what we are left with.  We imagine that we are the ones who have to hack off our hands and feet, gouge out our own eyes, give away all our possessions and shrink our camel-sized selves down to needle eye size.  But in fact it tends to be God who does this for us…who prunes us, feeds us, cuts us and our bank accounts down to size and shapes us.
This, as awful as it might sound, is one of the reasons we gather every single week and tell the same story.  The same one.  We gather as the people of God and tell the same story because in the end, THAT STORY is the main thing and I know for myself that I simply have to be reminded of it again and again because I am distractible as hell.
And here’s the thing…that story? The story of God’s redeeming work for all of creation that happens in the birth, life, death and resurrection of Jesus Christ that we tell every single week …that story? It’s an axe.  And the Eucharist is an axe.  And to be sure, the confession and absolution is an axe.  And any thing that you would put in the center, job, relationship, money, status, pride, accomplishments, politics, security…. these things that seem to lure you with promises that can really only be given by God…these things that lie to you and cause you to stumble…well the promise of this text is that all that would stand in the place of God and all that would keep you from God will be burned away.
That’s what happens. Entering the Kingdom can look from the outside or even to ourselves as if we are cutting off a limb or irrationally giving our stuff away.  But brothers and sisters God continues to do for us what we cannot do for ourselves. And sometime God does for us what we would never do to ourselves.
It’s like in our Wednesday night group when we heard UCC pastor Lillian Daniel say that she doesn’t go to church to have her needs met.  She goes to church to have her needs changed.  The Gospel of Jesus Christ will never meet your needs, but brothers and sisters watch out.  Because it WILL change your needs.  And that is about the most beautiful thing I can tell you.
http://www.patheos.com/blogs/nadiabolzweber/2012/10/a-sermon-on-hacking-off-our-own-limbs-for-jesus/ 

Getting Jesus to Do Whatever You Ask of Him (and other ways you can’t avoid death and resurrection) 21OKT12

A great sermon on how God answers our prayers from Rev Nadia Bolz-Weber.....


10-21-12 NBW Sermon <—–click here to listen to the sermon (that’s what makes it “preaching”)
This might seem weird to you, but I don’t always get what I want. And a year and a half ago, as many of you know, I wanted something really particular. For the 1st 3 years of this church, we were using a hundred year old church building in an edgy hispster neighborhood.  It had hardwood floors and stained glass and no pews and it wasn’t perfect but it was really close and I was certain I mean, I was really certain that we had to stay there. The vitality and life of this community depended on it.  But my attachment to us staying in that building caused me a lot of suffering. And looking back on it I’m sure it caused those of you who were around at that time some suffering too (not the least of which was the fact that there was basically no heat in that building and liturgy during the Winter was like a sub-arctic adventure) but I thought it was worth it because that was nothing compared to the suffering and death the community would face were we not in that “perfect” church building.  I wanted to avoid that, so I kept asking God to help us out.
I mention this because 18 months ago were I in the place of James and John, the disciples in our gospel text who kind of slime up to Jesus on the road to Jerusalem and say Hey Jesus we want you to do whatever we ask…were I in their place and Jesus said what do you want I would have said we have to be able to stay in that cold little church building.  I would have said this because I thought that outcome is what would help us avoid something bad.
And I imagine Jesus would have said to me what he said to James and John and what we might try and hear him say to us pretty much every single day and that’s You do not know what you are asking.
To get a little perspective, we might go back a few verses because our reading last week ends with the rich man going away saddened and Jesus saying the first will be last and the last first and between that and today’s reading there’s a pretty important 3 verses and in defiance of the lectionary Gods I am going to read those to you.

They were on the road, going up to Jerusalem (just a side note here…that’s where he’s going to suffer and die) , and Jesus was walking ahead of them; they were amazed, and those who followed were afraid. He took the twelve aside again and began to tell them what was to happen to him,  (another side note…this is now the 3rd time he says this to them) 33saying, ‘See, we are going up to Jerusalem, and the Son of Man will be handed over to the chief priests and the scribes, and they will condemn him to death; then they will hand him over to the Gentiles; 34they will mock him, and spit upon him, and flog him, and kill him; and after three days he will rise again.’
35 James and John, the sons of Zebedee, came forward to him and said to him, ‘Teacher, we want you to do for us whatever we ask of you.’ 36And he said to them, ‘What is it you want me to do for you?’ 37And they said to him, ‘Grant us to sit, one at your right hand and one at your left, in your glory.’ 38But Jesus said to them, ‘You do not know what you are asking.

Sounds a little different in context doesn’t it?
I’m not sure exactly what was behind James and John’s request, but I’m thinking it had something to do with wanting to avoid suffering or death of some kind because, as the text said they were going to Jerusalem and they were afraid and who can blame them?
See, I think that sometimes I want God to do something for me because if I get that thing or that situation comes true then the promise is that I will avoid some kind of suffering.  If God will just let me win the lottery then I would avoid the suffering of not having a Mercedes.  If God can just let that one particular boy fall in love with me then I can avoid the suffering of loneliness.  If God can help us not lose our church building then we can avoid the suffering of being a homeless church who might, God forbid, move into a beautiful historic neighborhood instead. I think that’s what we do.  Our desire to have God do something for us is rooted in our desire to avoid suffering which is, on an existential level, our desire to avoid death. And to all of this Jesus says “you do not know what you are asking”.
Nobody avoids suffering. Nobody avoids death.
Don’t mistake me.  There is nothing wrong with asking things of God. Indeed, part of being a people of faith is to lift our hearts to God in both praise and petition. And if nothing else, this is indeed a praying church. Of course we take the desires of our hearts to God as well we should. We just shouldn’t be overly sure that us getting what we want means that we will be happy and it surely doesn’t mean we get a pass on the hard stuff.
Because when in their fear the disciples say they want him to do whatever they ask he doesn’t shame them for their request. He just starts talking about the ordeal he’s about to go through.  He speaks of us sharing in his cup and his baptism – as if he’s wrapping sacramental language around what awaits him in Jerusalem –
He said the cup I drink is not an avoidance of suffering program and to be clear, it’s not a glorifying of suffering program.  The cup and the baptism that awaited Jesus in Jerusalem, was simply death and resurrection.  And if anything THIS is what the Christian life is about.
To our personal requests of God, to all of our desires that we bring to Jesus saying hey Jesus we want you to do for us whatever we ask Jesus just smiles and says “it doesn’t work like that”  It doesn’t work like that but I did come to bring you life and life abundant and the real truth of that is never found in the avoidance of pain or the manipulation of God or transcending the human experience it always comes from death and resurrection.  Truth and life and all the things God wants to reveal to us in Jesus Christ come from descent into death before rising to new life and we might fight that or think that we have found a work around for it but that road to Jerusalem is where we stay.
It was weird a year and a half ago when we got the eviction letter late in Lent and it said we had to be out by the first Sunday in Easter.  It was our road to Jerusalem and on it I kept making my requests to God and God kept saying “you do not know what you are asking” and in the end nothing could keep my self and this community on so many levels from going through death and resurrection during that Holy Week. And in the end, the resurrection story of us of finding St Thomas and having our community grow and thrive in a way we simply never could have imagined was slightly more than metaphorical.
And that’s what this thing is about.  Which is why this week I starting thinking about how undeterred Jesus was even when his people didn’t know what they were asking.  Because despite that and despite the fact that his disciples never understand anything he says, Jesus still stays on message and knowing what is before him he stays on the road to Jerusalem and with all of it tearing at him he stays on the cross but brothers and sisters he does not stay in the grave. Death, the thing that ultimately we think we are avoiding by getting what we want is destroyed by a God who didn’t avoid it but dived right into it and then kicked it’s ass.
So, by all means faithful people, raise your hearts to God in praise and petition, just know that you do not really know what you are asking and that is a good thing.   Because you will be brought to the empty tomb only through the cross and sometimes no is simply the vehicle for a deeper yes and a newer life and the thing you never saw coming. Amen.
http://www.patheos.com/blogs/nadiabolzweber/2012/10/getting-jesus-to-do-whatever-you-ask-of-him-and-other-ways-you-cant-avoid-death-and-resurrection/ 

15 September 2012

Sometimes It Hurts; a Sermon on Healing 9SEP12

FROM Rev Nadia Bolz-Weber, a beautiful sermon on healing and salvation for all of us. Do yourself a favor and listen to the sermon because the words are much more powerful spoken than read....


NBW sermon 9-9-12 <——-click here to listen along.  Sermons are a spoken act.

31Then he returned from the region of Tyre, and went by way of Sidon towards the Sea of Galilee, in the region of the Decapolis. 32They brought to him a deaf man who had an impediment in his speech; and they begged him to lay his hand on him. 33He took him aside in private, away from the crowd, and put his fingers into his ears, and he spat and touched his tongue. 34Then looking up to heaven, he sighed and said to him, “Ephphatha,” that is, “Be opened.” 35And immediately his ears were opened, his tongue was released, and he spoke plainly.36Then Jesus ordered them to tell no one; but the more he ordered them, the more zealously they proclaimed it. 37They were astounded beyond measure, saying, “He has done everything well; he even makes the deaf to hear and the mute to speak.” -Mark 7:31-37
(My thanks to Richard Russeth and Jody and Stephanie Olson for their willingness to talk to me this week about their experiences with Jesus and deafness and this particular text.)
Given our Gospel reading, I thought it might be fun to start tonight with a little American history lesson. So here we go:  For most of the 18th and 19th century, long before it was a vacation spot, Martha’s Vineyard was a bi-lingual community.  It was a bi-lingual community because everyone spoke both English and, interestingly enough, not French, or Spanish…but sign language.  See, deafness was a recessive hereditary trait and Martha’s Vineyard was a pretty isolated genetic population which meant that any given person on the island could have both hearing and deaf siblings.  As a matter of fact, in the mid 1800’s there were areas of Martha’s Vineyard where 25% of the population was deaf.  So deafness was just a trait some people had, like blondness or tallness. And everyone spoke sign language.
But everyone didn’t speak sign language in the region of Decapolis where the healing of the deaf man takes place and so “THEY” whoever THEY is…THEY brought to Jesus a deaf man with a speech impediment and BEGGED Jesus to lay his hand on him.  The text doesn’t say a word about what the deaf guy wanted.
So this week I started wondering if Jesus showed up in Martha’s Vineyard 150 years ago when deafness was just a trait and not a disease would the collective “THEY” have brought him a deaf man to heal.  Because it would kind of be like them bringing him a man born blonde and BEGGING Jesus to fix him.
And I get that there was not a whole lot of talk about psychology and identity politics and disability rights in Biblical times…but I couldn’t help thinking that THEY were using this man’s deafness to be what a family systems expert would call their “identified problem”.
Hey Jesus – we, the people who are just fine brought you the broken guy so you can fix him.
I can’t help feeling like it would have been more realistic if all of the THEYs who brought the deaf man to Jesus also would have also sought healing for themselves.
But that’s not how we operate.  We let the obviously broken people carry all the brokenness for us.  It’s quite the convenient system really.  Like when someone is obviously an active alcoholic, we are thrilled not to have to look at our own drinking.
This system we have where we all agree on who the real drunk is and who the real liar is and who the real emotionally needy person is and who is obviously disabled person works really well for us.  That is, until Jesus shows up and ruins it.
Because when Jesus showed up I think it’s interesting that he took that deaf man away from the THEY. He removes him from that system. He sticks his fingers in his ears and spits and touched his tongue and looks to heaven and the text says he sighed. He looked to heaven and sighed. And the thing is, Jesus didn’t then rebuke the man or his deafness…he didn’t say I cast out the demon of deafness.  He just touched him, looked to heaven, sighed and said “BE OPEN”.
It’s a wonderful statement for healing isn’t it? be open.
It’s an image that’s stuck with me all week.  This might sound weird but all week I kept picturing Jesus sticking his fingers in each of your ears and saying “BE OPENED”.  And then in the same daydream, before I could stop it, I pictured Jesus’ Holy and unwashed fingers in my own ears. He sighed he looked to heaven and he said Be Opened.  To which I said “no thanks”.
See, It’s painful to be open.  There’s no control in it. No self-determination.  But Jesus is like that, taking us away from whatever the THEY thinks about us, getting all up in our business and insisting on our wholeness.
Be opened he says.
Be opened to a life where you aren’t the broken one anymore.
Be opened to the possibility that there is healing in the world and it might not look like you think it should.
Be opened to knowing that your own brokenness doesn’t need to be hidden behind someone else’s brokenness.
Be opened to the idea that you are stronger than you think.
Be opened to the idea that you aren’t as strong as you think.
Be opened to the fact that you may not ever get what you want and that you will actually be ok anyway.
Be opened to finally being happy.
Be opened to your own need for healing especially if you yourself are a healer.
Be opened to life and life abundant.
Maybe that’s what healing really is.
We think it’s about identifying what’s wrong with someone else or with ourselves and then having that thing cured, but I wonder if spiritual healing has more to do with being opened than being cured.
There’s a famous Evangelical Christian named Joni Erikson.  She became a quaraplegic as a teenager and went on to write a lovely memoir about that story and her relationship with God.  Having lost the use of her arms she eventually learned to paint by holding a brush in her teeth. She was a real hero of mine growing up.  Which is why when I was watching 24 consecutive hours of bad Christian television a few years ago for a book I was writing I was dismayed when Joni Erikson appeared as a guest on the 700 club…because even I can’t be snarky about this woman.  She is a lovely human being and what she said in that interview forever changed how I view the issue of healing. Not surprisingly,  a whole lot of well meaning and enthusiastic “prayer warriors” often offer to pray for Joni to be healed of her quadriplegia, and unlike me who would likely roll my eyes and say give me a break she never refuses prayer.  But from her wheelchair Joni Erikson says to them, Could you instead please pray for the times when I cherish inflated ideas of my own importance … the times when I fudge the truth … the times when I manipulate my husband to get things my own way…sin…’mam if you want to pray for me pray that I receive the power of  resurrection to put to death the things in my life that displease God.
The THEY she encounters might keep praying for a cure but Joni Erikson is opened.
My friend Sara this week told me about a friend of hers who that very day was just hours away from dying.  She told me that for 15 years her friend had dealt with different cancers and treatments and that he was completely at peace about his own death.  She then described this sick man as the most healed person she knew.  He was opened.
But it’s not easy. Healing can hurt.  It can feel like a loss as much as it can feel like a gain.
Because sometimes healing feels more like death and resurrection than getting a warm cookie and glass of milk.
Maybe you are someone who has for so long been the one who suffers depression or illness or dysfunction that you are simply more comfortable that way because frankly when you stay sick no one expects much from you. And that’s easier.
Maybe you are someone who deals so much with the brokenness and sickness of others in your work that you forget that you are in need of healing too.
Maybe you are someone who has experienced healing of hospitality here in this community and you have yet to be healed through offer the same thing to others.
Maybe you, like myself, would rather not admit to needing anything form anyone. Including Jesus.
And to all of this I picture Jesus sticking his fingers in our ears, looking to heaven, sighing and saying “be opened”. Be opened becasue there is more.
In the kingdom of God the kingdom innagurated by the crucified and risen one there is more, which is exactly why after these healings Jesus told people not to go and blab about it.  He knew that without knowing the end of the story, without the cross, they’d just get it wrong. Because when Jesus hung from the cross, he did so as the ultimate innocent victim, the world’s scapegoat as though to say This. Ends. Here.  You just can’t look at the cross and think “Wow, good thing Jesus did that for the people we’ve identified as being the problem around here.” The healing love of God poured out through the death and resurrection of Christ which opens us up, sometimes even against our will is for you and it’s for me and it’s for the redemption of all creation.
In a letter to a friend who was struggling with faith, Flannery O’Connor wrote What people don’t realize is how much religion costs.  They think faith is a big electric blanket, when of course it is the cross.  It is much harder to believe than not to believe.  If you feel you can’t believe, you must at least do this:  keep an open mind.  Keep it open toward faith, keep wanting it, keep asking for it, and just leave the rest to God. amen
http://www.patheos.com/blogs/nadiabolzweber/2012/09/sometimes-it-hurts-a-sermon-on-healing/ 

23 April 2011

Some Other Resurrections 23APR11

FOR Easter, and the celebration of the resurrection of Christ....
It’s been awhile since I’ve posted anything, mostly due to life difficulties and a sense that Tikkun was not really the venue for the things I felt called to write. I’m sorry about that. I’ve missed all of you.
In any case, I certainly can’t let Easter go by without posting something. So here is a liturgical reading for the day that I just wrote; think of it as a responsive reading:
Some Other Resurrections
Despair is sapping our spirits, damaging our souls, hurting our hearts.
We need to be resurrected into hope, faith, and trust.
Today, may we be resurrected.
Violence is shortening our lives and robbing us of our joy.
We need to be resurrected into peace and its many blessings.
Today, may we be resurrected.
Selfishness is tearing our social fabric, hiding us from one another, turning us inward.
We need to be resurrected into generosity, compassion, and open-heartedness.
Today, may we be resurrected.
Fear is pitting us against each other, stripping our delight, poisoning our relationships.
We need to be resurrected into courage and connection.
Today, may we be resurrected.
Injustice is devaluing and dehumanizing us all, punishing some terribly, frightening others deeply.
We need to be resurrected into justice and healing.
Today, may we be resurrected.
Hatred is breeding despair, violence, selfishness, fear, and injustice among us and among our children.
We need to be resurrected into love.
Today, may we be resurrected.
Amen.
Peace, grace, shalom, tikkun olam, Amanda