Matthew
was the Vicar (seminary intern) for 14 months at House for All Sinners
and Saints and this past Thursday I was honored to preach at his
ordination. He is planting a church now in Rochester, NY. You can
“like” a page on Facebook called South Wedge Mission to learn more.
Literally today is his first day on the job.

Mine and Matthew’s hands at the baptismal font.
Now
when Jesus came into the district of Caesarea Philippi, he asked his
disciples, ‘Who do people say that the Son of Man is?’And they said,
‘Some say John the Baptist, but others Elijah, and still others Jeremiah
or one of the prophets.’ He said to them, ‘But who do you say that I
am?’ Simon Peter answered, ‘You are the Messiah, the Son of the living
God.’ And Jesus answered him, ‘Blessed are you, Simon son of Jonah! For
flesh and blood has not revealed this to you, but my Father in
heaven. And I tell you, you are Peter, and on this rock I will build my
church, and the gates of Hades will not prevail against it. I will give
you the keys of the kingdom of heaven, and whatever you bind on earth
will be bound in heaven, and whatever you loose on earth will be loosed
in heaven.’ -Matthew 16
Years ago on a bright Tuesday
in March I was driving to seminary and I found myself stuck in traffic
on I-25. Sitting in a dead stop on the interstate I stared up into the
clear blue Colorado sky and thought “What in the world am I doing? I
don’t believe a word of this Jesus stuff. I mean, It’s a fairy tale”.
But then in the very next moment I thought “except…throughout my life…I
have experienced it to be true.” I experience the gospel to be true
even when I can’t believe it. And honestly sometimes I believe the
gospel even when I don’t experience it. And I suggest to you today that
this is why we have and even why we need Word and Sacrament. Because
see,
we are a forgetful people.
And
it is to this office of Word and Sacrament that you have been called
Matthew and I feel like in an ordination sermon, the preacher should in
some way address the level of preparedness of the ordinand in question,
and I am in a position to do just that.
So here we go…You, Matthew
Nickoloff, have demonstrated great gifts intellectually, pastorally,
and theologically. You and Leah have left your mark on the church you
served as a Vicar and we are the better for it. You have been awarded a
Masters of Divinity (and I think some like, bonus Masters when you were
at Southern). You have learned to do pastoral care by text message. You
have learned how to pretend not to be bored out of your last mind at
clergy conferences. You have learned how to create liturgies and write
shorter sermons and admit when you’re wrong. You have learned to forgive
and how terrifying grace really is. You have learned what it feels
like to pastor broken people as a broken person. You have learned how to
learn. You have learned how beautiful and maddening the people of God
can be. You even got through CPE.
So if asked if you are prepared
to hold the office of Word and Sacrament the only answer is: of course
you’re not. Don’t be ridiculous.
But before you take this
personally you should know that when addressing the graduates at Pacific
Lutheran Theological Seminary I said that if they were worrying that
they might not have what it takes to lead this church that they should
stop worrying. of course they don’t have what it takes to lead the
church but that fortunately they do have the God it takes. And here
today I say the same to you.
You Matthew Nickoloff, besides these
things you’ve learned and experienced and quite apart from any
giftedness you may possess, first and foremost you have the God it takes
for you to be a pastor.
And this is what you can never ever forget. Because as I mentioned earlier,
us Christians are a forgetful people.
I
think Jesus meant for us church leader types to keep this in mind, that
it is God who makes us worthy of our calling and that God’s people are
forgetful and perhaps that is exactly why in our Gospel text for today,
Jesus chose Peter.
Jesus chose Peter. Peter of all people. This
week I started wondering what in the world would a candidacy committee
think of that guy? Peter wasn’t exactly a winner. He seems to always be
over reaching or totally falling short. Jesus could have picked one of
the nice, pious, righteous apostles, one a bit less embarrassing, who
doesn’t blurt out the wrong answers in class all day but instead he
chose Peter who was kind of a buffoon and that’s when he wasn’t being a
total sycophant. See, I have a theory about this text where Peter is
named the rock. I think that it must have been redacted. I think what
really happened is that Jesus said “You are Peter, dumb as a rock…on
which I will build my church” and that is our legacy to this day.
But
the thing to remember is that it’s not that Jesus had the guy it took
to lead the church, it’s that Peter had the God it took to lead the
church and that’s different.
So I’d like to suggest that Jesus
didn’t choose Peter because he was the first to confess Christ…after
all, Peter’s moment of glory lasted about 10 seconds before he said
something stupid enough for Jesus to say
get behind me Satan.
So
I don’t think that Jesus chose Peter because Peter understood
everything or because Peter was clever or because Peter had the best
prayer life or because Peter had the mildest personality and he just
“seemed” like a pastor. And Peter wasn’t exactly chosen because of his
loyalty – lest we forget, it was Peter who denied Jesus. 3 times, if
you recall. And here’s the real kicker: I don’t think Jesus chose Peter
DESPITE the fact that Peter would deny Jesus 3 times on the night he
died. I think Jesus chose Peter BECAUSE Peter would deny him. Jesus
knew that only a forgiven sinner could really preach the Gospel. Only
forgiven sinners can preach the Gospel. It’s always been that way so
I’m not sure at what point the church decided it’s leaders were to be
sinless examples of perfect piety. I might not give them the keys to my
house but only a forgiven sinner can be really trusted with the keys of
the kingdom.
See, as with Peter, you are entrusted the keys of
the Kingdom. This is heavy stuff Matthew. What you bind on earth will
be bound in heaven and what you loose on earth will be loosed in
heaven. Which sounds like you get to judge people…like you get to
decide what God thinks of folks. But that’s not it. You are to be, as
the text says, a steward of the mysteries of Christ and for all his
faults, it is those exact mysteries that Peter actually understood.
Peter knew what it meant to really screw things up and be given grace. That is to say, he knew about binding and loosing.
So as a Pastor I ask that you take binding seriously.
It’s
called Baptism. Pour water on God’s children in baptism and bind unto
them the promises of God. Mark them with the cross of Christ – for what
does being sealed by the Holy Spirit mean if not that the oil on our
foreheads glistens with the shimmering promises of a God who claims us
and names us as God’s own? That is a binding. Remind God’s people of
this as often as you can.
Because we are a forgetful people.
And
to be sure, there is loosing to be done in this work. It’s called
confession and absolution. It’s called forgiveness of sins. Loose from
God’s people that which weighs them down, their sin, shame, and
despair. Loose from them their pride, anger and resentment and guilt
for not being able to live up to even their own values. Remind them
that God is gracious and merciful, slow to anger and abounding in
steadfast love. Loose them.
And here’s some job security for you-
you’ll need to do all of this again and again and again. Never assume
that just because your people leave on Sunday believing the gospel that
when they return a day or a week, or an hour later that they still
believe it. Don’t assume that if they experienced this thing to be true
that they still do… Put Jesus in their ears and mouths and don’t stop.
Because we Christians are a forgetful people.
That
is your charge… Binding, loosing, putting Jesus in the ears and mouths
and eyes of God’s people. Being a forgiven sinner reminding a forgetful
people of God’s love and mercy. Your charge is not to be a professional
Christian on their behalf. You are not charged with being a quivering
mass of emotional availability on their behalf. You are not charged
with doing good works on their behalf. You are charged with preaching
the gospel and presiding at the table. You are charged with none other
than putting Jesus in their ears and mouths so that they might believe
the good news and continue to share it with others. That they might
experience this thing to be true and that YOU too, a beautiful forgiven
sinner might experience this thing to be true. God will do this. For
you Matthew Nickoloff have the God is takes to make you the pastor
people need you to be.
May God bless you and keep you. May God’s
face shine upon you. May God look upon you with favor and give you
peace. I love you. Amen.
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